tHIS iS mE...

  

mA bIG gLASSES... :D

 

 SUCKER fOR lOOVE...


i cANT lIVE wITHOUT eARINGS... :P

oNCE i hEARD tHAT u nEVER kNOW

hOW mUCH yOU mISS sUMTIN uNTIL

yOU lOSE iT

i mISS sO mANY tHINGS

i wOULDN'T eVEN kNOW

wHERE tO sTART

i wiSH i cOULD bE wiTH hER

i dON'T kNOW whY

bUT lATELY i'VE bEEN

jUST fULL oF mEMORIES

oF yOU

oF mY lIFE wITH yOU

i rEALLY wANT tO sQUEEZE yOU

sO i cAN fEEL yOU

hERE, wITH mE

iTS nOT tHAT i fEEL aLONE

i jUST wANNA bE wITH yOU

fOR hoURS

tELL yOU mY pLANS

sEE wHAT yOU thINK

kISS yoUR foREHEAD

tELL yOU hOW mUCH

i cARRY yoU iN mY tINY hEART

hOW mUCH i nEED yoU

iN mY hAPPY dAYS

iN mY sAD dAYS...

i sTOP bREATHING

tHEY bECOME sO mUCH hARDER

cUZ yOU'RE nOT aROUND

i wRITE tODAY bECAUSE

i wOKE uP sMELLING bENGAY

aND wANTING tO pLAY bINGO

cARDS, tHE lOTTO...

i mISS mY lIFE wITH yOU

i lOVE yOU

aND i cANT wAIT tO mEET wITH yOU aGAIN...

mY sORROW iS yOUR fREEDOM

tHEREFOR i hAVE tO lET yOU gO

i dO uNDERSTAND bUT iT sTILL hURTS

iM gRATEFULL fOR tHE dAYS wE hAD

yOU gAVE mE tHIS lIFE

i jUST tHINK iTS uNFAIR tHE fACT

tHAT i hAVE tO liVE iT wITHOUT yOU...

sON pOCAS laS pALABRAS

pARA tODO lO qUE pERDIMOS...

tE eXRTAñO aBUELA... ♥

tHESE aRE tHE fINAL dAYS oF tHIS yEAR

i mUST sAY iM fRIGHTENED oF hOW fAST iT pASSED

i cANT sAY iM nOT eAGER fOR wHATS cOMING

i cANT hELP tO tHINK tHIS oNE

ILL ENJOY MORE THEN THE LAST

uPS & dOWNS

 dIFERENT cROWDS 

i fELL

i sTOOD uP

aLOT eASIER sAID tHEN dONE

lAST yEAR sTARTED oFF wEIRD

eVOLVED iNTO hORRIBLE

aND iF mY cALCULATIONS aRE cORRECT

iT wILL eND gREEEAAAAT...

mY bEST wISHES tO mY fRIENDS

fROM mY hEART I mISS tHEM

iM cLOSER tO mY fAMILY

bRIGHTER dAYS bECAUSE    

i tHOUGHT tHAT wOULD nEVER hAPPEN

i hAVE mY rAY oF sUNLIGHT

mY mOON

wHAT eLSE cOULD i aSK fOR???

tHIS lITTLE lIGHT oF mINE iM gONNA lET iT sHINE ... :D

aNOCHE,
mE eNCONTRE cON eL fRIO dEL pISO
tENIA mUCHO qUE nO lO sENTIA,
a rAIZ dE lA fALTA dE sUEñO...
dECIDI rECOSTARME y eSPERARLO,
y eN eSA eSPERA... sOLA...
mE dI cUENTA qUE tENGO gANAS dE bRINCAR :)
dE sONREIR,
dE cONTINUAR cON mI vERDADERO cAMINO...
qUE dESEO mILES dE cOSAS
y sOLO yO lAS lOGRARE!

mI eNTUSIASMO eS diFERENTE
eS oBJETIVO, dEFINITIVO...
yO sOY dUEñA dE mI dESTINO
aGARRADA dE lA mANO dE lA fE...
fE eN mI...
eN mIS lOGROS, mIS pROPOSITOS,
eN mI lUZ qUE bRILLA dE dIA...

eL dESCANSO dE LOS pESARES dE mI aLMA
lOS dESPIERTO yO.
mI eSPIRITU vIVE,
sE rEFLEJA eN mIS oJOS, a tRAVES mI pIEL,
lA eSTRUCTURA dE mI cUERPO eSTA fORMANDOSE
cOMO mI mENTE eN uNA pERFECTA aRMONIA dE
pAZ mENTAL y sALUD fISICA...

eSTOY aUN mAS aBIERTA, mAS dESPIERTA...
tENGO tODOS mIS sENTIDOS pERFECTAMENTE cOMBINADOS
dE taL maNERA qUE eSCUCHO mEJOR,
mE eXPRESO cON miS aDENTROS,
mI tACTO eS mAS siNCERO y eN mI pALADAR...
hAY uN mUNDO dE sABORES qUE dESENTIERRAN
lOS coLORES dE mI vIDA...

mIRANDOME aL eSPEJO vEO y pIENSO qUE sOY uNA iNCREIBLE
pERSONA, sE lO qUE qUIERO, nO mE pUEDO eQUIVOCAR...

ME SIENTO BIEN.

mY wORST lOSS...

i mISS yOU...

yOUR cALLS,
yOUR lOVE,

wHO wILL eVER lOVE mE lIKE yOU??
nOW wHO wILL i hAVE tO dRY mY tEARS?
tO pICK mE uP??
tO hOLD mE wHEN nO oNE eLSE dOES??


wHO wILL i vISIT nOW??

aLL i hAVE lEFT, mEMORIES oF yOU...
oF yOUR hANDS oN tOP oFF mY hEAD
sAYING aLWAYS eVERYTHING wILL bE oK,
iM hERE...

wHAT aM i sUPOSE tO do nOW tHAT yOUR nOT hERE?

i mISS yOU gRANDMA,
mY gUARDIAN aNGEL ,
tHE oNLY pERSON wHO tRULY kNOWS mE,
anD nEVER sTOPPED lOVING mE...

i jUST wANNA sEE yOU sITTING iN yOUR bALCONY
pLAYING wiTH yOUR dOGGY,
i jUST wISH yOU wERE sTILL hERE...

mY lIFE wILL bE dEDICATED tO yOUR sATISFACTION
cUZ yOU aLWAYS sHOWED mE wHO i wAS tO yOU,
bUT yOU nEVER kNEW wHO yOU wERE tO mE....

i ♥ yOU... rIP.

yOUR bELOVED gRANDAUGHTER (aCHING hEART)

rOCK n rOLL... ;P

tHIS wEEKEND i pROMISE iLL hERE tHE sOUND oF tHE gROUND
cUZ aLL i wANT tO dO iS dANCE...
dANCE wiTH mY fRIENDS,
bUT mOST oF aLL daNCE wITH mYSELF...
dEFINETLY lOOKING fWD tO iT...
fEELING eVERY sENSATION,
oF wHAT oVERCOMES iNSIDE mY bODY
wHEN i sTART dANCING,
i doNT cARE iF iT rAINS,
aLL i wANT tO dO iS pARTY...


hAPPY bIRTHDAY tO gRAAAABIEL,
wHO i cONSIDER aN oUTSTANDING pERSON,
mAN, gREAT fRIEND, bEST wISHES,
cUZ hE tAUGHT mE hOW tO dANCE...
sO, i tHINK i oWE hIM...

iN fOREVER dEBT tO yOU,
mY mILLIONAIRE tO bE fRIEND,
i hAVE a sPACE iN mY ♥ fOR yOU...


hAPPY bIRTHDAY,




kACO

"La Pared"

Eres como una predicción de las buenas

Eres como una dosis alta en las venas

Y el deseo gira en espiral

Porque mi amor por ti es total

Y es para siempre

Después de ti la pared

No me faltes nunca

Debajo el asfalto

Y mas abajo estaría yo

Después de ti la pared

No me faltes nunca

Debajo el asfalto

Y mas abajo estaría yo

Sin ti

Eres la enfermedad y el enfermero

Y ya me has convertido

En tu perro faldero

Sabes que sin ti

Ya yo no soy

Sabes que a donde vayas voy

Naturalmente

Después de ti la pared

No me faltes nunca

Debajo el asfalto

Y mas abajo estaría yo

Después de ti la pared

No me faltes nunca

Debajo el asfalto

Y mas abajo estaría yo

Sin ti

aS i wAS sAYING...

vOTE!!!

aNNIVERSARY oNE

fIRT kISS, fIRST tOUCH,
fIRST tIME, fIRST eVERYTHING,
i hONESTLY dIDN'T tHINK tO sEE tHIS dAY wITH yOU
bUT iM glAD i dID,

fIRST yEAR,
yOU sEE sO mANY tHINGS,
lEARN, aDAPT, rECONSIDER, dISCOVER,
iTS tO lEARN, tO tEACH
iT'S tHE hARDEST tO rEACH
bECAUSE yOU sEE yOUR pERFECT pERSON
bECOMING a hUMAN bEING,
wiTH mISTAKES, vIRTUES
yOU sEE wHAT yOU dON'T sEE iN tHE fISRT mONTH,
aFTER tHE fALLING iN lOVE,
aFTER tHE bUTTERFLIES aND tHE iLLUSION...

mY fIRST yEAR
i mUST sAY wASN'T eASY,
bUT iN tHIS yEAR i'VE lEARNED hOW tO kEEP yOU foR lIFE...

yOUR lIFE iS nOW mINE,
i kNOW eVERY sCEPTIC mOVE, tASTE... oF wHAT yOU tHINK...
iNSIDE oUT,
i lOVE yOU, i'M a pART oF yOU...

tHIS iS tHE fIRST oF oUR eTERNAL yEARS tOGETHER,
oF mE sCRATCHING yOUR bACK,
kISSING yOUR fOREHEAD,
gIVING yOU hEAD,

i lOVE yOU sO mUCH, aFTER oNE yEAR
i sTILL fEEL aRROUSED wHEN yOU wHISPER iN mY eAR,
i'M sTILL iN lOVE wITH yOU aFTER eVERYTHING wE'VE bEEN tHROUGH...

tODAY aFTER oUR fIRST yEAR i sTILL lOVE yOU,




hAPPY aNNIVERSARY 31/08/2008

maybe...

i dont know if its not enough time with you... more?
or i dont know
i havent been able to concentrate
i have been feeling saturated over crap
stressed,
overwhelmed by just anything,
i think i miss my family, but i shouldn't
i think i miss my friends, but maybe its just me
maybe its that time of the month,
the thing is i've been too sensitive for me to control
i've never felt like this,
so weak, so exposed,
but exposed to what? weak because??
nothing harms me... yet im still hurting,
i think i miss my family,
sometimes i feel alone, like if for any reason
you were to desappear i would be totally and completely alone...
it scares me,
i think thats it, im scared,
afraid of being alone, of losing you and ending up with nothing,
i've thought about the child,
it would be the perfect company, but im not ready yet,
not mentally, not phisically, not emotionally... not yet...
i still dont feel worthy, im still hesitating,
im still guilty, im still lost...
anyways im not ready to quit smoking,
im not making excuses, im being resonable...
im being honest,
i must say maybe its all the exercise i've been doing,
its bringin out my soft side... jejeje...
or maybe im just homesick... but then again i am home...
maybe i just miss my friends...
i love my friends,
a part me is with you guys, maybe thats the part im missing...
i think im just confused, or i think i just needed to tell you guys
how much i've missed you and to hope you know even though we're not
together we will always be together at heart... i love you fuckers!!! :(


(why is it when you express something sord of big you write in small letters?)

Att: kaco...

hACE uN tIEMPO qUE nADA mAS sOMOS tU y yO
mE eNCANTA qUE sE cOMO pIENSAS
mE fALTA tODAVIA pARA pODER dOMINARTE
pERO aUN tE hAGO sONREIR

nO hAY nADIE eN eL mUNDO cOMO yO
nO hAY nADIE eN eL mUNDO cOMO tU
nINGUNA pAREJA cOMO nOSOTROS

yA nO sOMOS uNO
sOMOS dOS eN uNO...




mE aND yOU wE'RE mENT tO bE
cUZ oNLY yOU cAN sET mE fREE
iN yOUR eYES i rEST
iN yOUR aRMS i dREAM
iN yOUR lIPS mY dESIRES
eVERYTHING tHATS yOURS iS mINE
tWO bODIES oNE hEART
mE & yOU nEVER aPART...

aFTER aLL tHIS tIME fINALLY
i tHINK wE'VE bECOME oNE
oNE mIND, tWO bODIES
oNE hEART, tWO sOULS

nOW yOU wALK bESIDE mE,
nOT iN fRONT OF ME nOR iN bACK oF ME
iN yOUR pLACE, mE iN mY pLACE
wICH mAKES aNY pLACE tHE pERFECT pLACE
jUST bECAUSE wE'RE tHERE tOGETHER, lITERRALLY

i hAVE nEW fRUSTRATIONS
nON lIKE bEFORE
nOT pERSONAL, nOT eMOTIONAL,
jUST sHIT tHAT hAPPEN
nO tEARS, nO fEAR, nO gRIEF
bECAUSE i'VE nOT lOST
bUT tO sOON tO sAY i'VE wON

i hAVE tEN mONTHS
yET iT fEELS lIKE tEN yEARS
mY eXPERIENCES wITH tHY aRE sO iNTENSE
i fORGET i mET yOU yESTERDAY
tIME mOVES fAST bUT rEALLY iTS nOT
iTS jUST tHE tHRILL oF oVERWHELMING eXPERIENCES
oNE aFTER aNOTHER tHAT lEAD yOUR mIND
cONFUSING tIME wITH tO mUCH eXPERIENCE

i'VE lEARNED tHAT dECISIONS
aREN'T tO bE mADE wITH ♥
bUT wITH tHE coMBINATION oF
tHE mIND aND tHE sOUL
tRUST yOUR aNIMAL iNSTINT
tHEY nEVER fAIL tO pROTECT yOU fROM hARM
iTS yOUR oNLY dEFENSE mECHANISM

i cAN'T sAY tHAT iM cOMPLETLY sATISFIED
i sTILL nEED mORE, i dESERVE mORE
bUT i aKNOWLEDGE i hAVE mORE
bUT tHAT dOESN'T mEAN i sHOULD fOLD
iT jUST mEANS yOU sHOULD pRY
aND tRY tO fULLFILL tHE eMPTINESS
cAUSED bY yOU,

pOR tU dESCUIDO
mI cORAZON fUE hERIDO
yA lO pEGASTE?
eMPIEZA a lLENAR lOS cHIVOS... sIEMPRE hAY cHIVOS...

i wANT to sIT oN a bENCH lOOK aT tHE bEACH
aND nOTICE tHAT i'VE gROWN oLD wITH yOU...

mI cAMINO...

eSTOY cAMINANDO,
y mE pARO,
lUEGO rESPIRO, sIENTO fRIO...

eSCALOFRIOS,
yO, mE sIENTO...
pIENSO eNCONTRAR mI aLIENTO,

cONTINUO mI cAMINO,
cORRO... dESPACIO...
pUEDO sENTIR lA bRISA eN mI cARA, hUMEDA...

mE sECO,
mE pARO, rESPIRO...
y lUEGO sIN dARME cUENTA sIENTO pOR uN iNSTANTE
lA fUERZA, qUE mE sOSTIENE
qUE mE sOPORTA, rEVITALIZA, rEGENERA eSPACIOS iLUMINADOS,
qUE a lA lARGA eRA lO uNICO kE nECESITABA...

mI cAMINO lO eNCUENTRO cUANDO cAMINO,
pORQUE eL oXIGENO fLUYE pOR mI cEREBRO,
sE mE aBREN lOS sENTIDOS,
cAPTO, rEFORMULO, pLANEO, rEVIVO, rEVIVO, rEVIVO, dESAHOGO,
eNCIERRO cAPITULOS qUE dUELEN rECORDAR pERO sON nECESARIOS PARA
cRECER...

yO, aUNQUE mE eQUIVOQUE sIEMPRE gUARDARE lA eSPERANZA dE tI,
dE lO qUE sE qUE eRES cAPAZ dE hACER cUANDO mE vALORAS...
lO iNCREIBLE qUE mE hACES sENTIR cuANDO rEALMENTE mE aMAS cON tUS iNTERIORES
sIN tUS coMPLEJOS ni cELOS y cON pACIENCIA y tOLERANCIA
cOMO tE vEO aHORA...
mIS eSPERANZAS dE fELICIDAD sE gUARDAN eN mIS nUEVAS eXPERIENCIAS cONTIGO...

vALIO lA pENA tODOS mIS pESARES,
pORQUE hOY dE nOCHE cAUNDO tE sIENTO, eS dIFERENTE...
cUANDO mE tOCAS, cUANDO mE aPRIETAS, cUANDO mE dICES qUE mE aMAS...
eS pERFECTO... tE siENTO eN oTRAS pARTES, mE sIENTO sATISFECHA,
cONFORME, mE siENTO cONTENTA... eN pAZ... pERO coNTIGO...

a qUE nO sABES eN cUAL pARTE dE mi cEREBRO tE pIENSO???



pOR sI nO lO rECUERDAS qUIERO qUE eNTIENDAS qUE tU iLENAS mIS eSPACIOS vACIOS,
mIS mOMENTOS eN vANO, mE cONCEDES lA fELICIDAD cOMPLETA dEL aLMA,



yO nACI pARA aDORARTE a tI, pORQUE nO eNCUENTRO mEJOR sATISFACCION eN mI vIDA qUE cUANDO tE vEO sONREIR, fELIZ...

zI aND pON.... =)