aFTER hAVING tHE WEIRDEST sUMMER,
i mUST sAY, i lEARNED a fEW tHINGS aBOUT lIFE, lOVE, fRIENDSHIP...
nEVER gIVE uP oN sOMETHING yOU bELIEVE iN...
iM nOT tHE sAME pERSON i wAS lAST sUMMER,
sUMTIMES i tHINK iM wORST...
sUMTIMES i tHINK i jUST gOT sMATTER,
bUT bECAUSE i kNOW mORE,
i gET fUCKED uP mORE...
bECAUSE i sEE mORE , i hURT mORE,
cUZ iTS nOT jUST lOOKING, iTS uNDERSTANDING wHAT yOUR lOOKING aND rEACTING tOWARDS iT...
i'VE dECIDED tO bE hAPPY nO mATTER wHAT hAPPENS...
anD fOR wHATS lEFT oF tHE sUMMER i waNT tO sTICK mY fEET iN sAND...
aND fORGET tHAT iM mY oWN wORST enEMY...
aND bECOME mY bEST fRIEND...
[[[[ tHIS hAS bEEN tHE bEST sUMMER oF mY lIFE jUST bECAUSE yOU rEALIZED wHO i
aM... aND rECOGNIZED hOW iMPOSSIBLE iT iS bREATHING wITHOUT mE...]]]
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It's not true, i don't think that u should actually write every little thing that goes thru ur head, cuz it would only be a sketch...
I believe that u really need to hold on to some things that are really good for u, and let the really bad things and memories go away with ur thoughts, or music or writing... even though the truth hurts... u really need to face reality and stop acting like everything's going to work out.
I know it's not easy, cuz u've been thru a lot of things... but it has been cuz u don't take advices from anybody and really listen to them...
I love you and i can't stand to watch u suffer among all other things that u think are perfect but they're really not good.
Everything that u've belived in.. it's a lie. Open ur eyes, mind and soul, and forget about the stupid heart for a minute. U really need that spare time for urself...
i have nothin else to loose... i have to try...
What do u have to try?
Getting hurt again?
Or get fucked up again?
Are u happy, knowing that u've lost a lot of things just because ur bad choices?
Aren't u afraid of losing ur soul? Seriously, not ur best friends, not ur family, not ur brothers, not ur boyfriends, but ur soul?!
I really think that u should save some room to ur true love.
If u keep losing things, u might never find urself. And if u don't find urself, u'll never find it.
I know it's hard to believe u can... but honestly, look around u and please answer if u know someone that's worst than u? or unhappier?
Maybe u think u can't do it by urself... but at least u have a bunch of best friends that would be glad to help u to forget everything and move on...
Remember that is not just to go and cook for u... or play with u, or do some crazy things... it's also to be there when u need them and help u to move on.
P.S. I'll always love u...
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