mY iNSIDE...

iM iN tHIS pLACE...

tHIS dARK, cOLD pLACE...
wHERE i cANT sEE,
nOR hEAR,
i cAN bEARLY bREATHE...

iM iN tHIS pLACE...
i'VE bEEN hERE bEFORE, yES,
i rECOGNIZE tHE hUMIDITY iN mY eYES,
i tHOUGHT i'D nEVER cOME bACK hERE...

lAST tIME aROUND wAS uNFORGETABLE,
yOU kiLLED mY dESIRED cHILD...

i tHOUGHT i'D nEVER cOME bACK hERE aGAIN,
wITH tHE sILENCE,
wITH tHE bURDEN, tHE sORROW,
tHE pAIN...

bUT iM hERE aGAIN,
aS oF dESTINY oR sIMPLY mE,
aND i cAN'T sPEAK,
i dON'T fEEL...

i hAVE sO mUCH tO sAY,
bUT nOTHING cOMES oUT,
i hAVE sO mUCH tO fEEL,
yET i fEEL bLANK...

i nEED tO bREAK oUT oF tHIS pLACE,
iTS hARDER tHEN bEFORE,
bECAUSE tHIS tIME,
yOU kILLED mE...

i dON'T wANT tO tALK,
i doN'T wANT tO lISTEN,
i jUST wANT tO sTARE aT nOTHING,
tHINK oF nOTHING,
fEEL nOTHING...

i'VE lOST aNOTHER pART oF mE,
sEEMS lIKE eVERYTIME i vISIT hERE
sOMETHING sTAYS...

tHIS iS nOT mY wILL, sHIT hAPPENS...



aT lEAST nOT fOR mE...